Hey My Luhvs..ive been M.I.A for a minute..but im back and blogging.

First i have got to say : My President is Black!!!...lol..no but seriously Barack Hussein Obama is My Hero. && this is definitley a TIME 4 CHANGE.

Anyway,Back to me..well right now im at work waiting for my daddy to come pick me up (he's late as usual)..

hmm ive been thinkin about alot...

1.College- University Of Louisiana at Lafeyette is where i plan on Resting my head this fall.

2. Relationships.- Ugh...Next Subject please.

3. Money- i have a job..But i want 2 Jobs because this on doesnt pay enough!!!..i mean i have expensive taste. If i dont get a job soon..im gonna jump down a flight of stairs..then sue for insurance money..lol.

4. Friends- I dont seem 2 have ANY of these lately..kinda sucks..Cuz im 18 and can finally go Clubbin!!!..and i have no fun ppl 2 go with me..Friggin Loserz.!

5.  Career.-Im joining another acting class, and im about to start posting my songs on the internet..you know i was worried about that whole copywrited thing. but i really dont care anymore..

ugh.life is a little less sucky..umm i guess.

stamped,

Chryz

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okay well good sunday morning to you xanga-heads..i am kindah..no wait sorta..happy 2day. it probably wont last long but hey..gud 4 the moment.lets see wat updates i have..:

LOVE-LIFE:

1. okay at this point in my hectic love life..i will say that there are 'hypothetically' 3 different girls in my life. The first one is one who i really love her name is..ummm *Dar-win..lol.. She's my little fag and ive been tlkn to her for  a while now. The only thing is im scared to get serious with her because, i never see her,&& im about to go to college. Now in our earlier relationship..i broke up with her because i wanst over my ex. && at this point i really wanna be with her.so wen she said she wanted 2 be with me..well wat cud i do..she so sweet && a beautiful person *sigh*


Now when i agreed to be her gurl i didnt take into account the other 2 gurls that were in my life at that time. Lets call them umm...*tyra* and *sandy*..lol..but both of them rite now are in the same boat as each other their both new to my life and i never really see eitha one. however i like them both verrrrryyy much. one more than the other but ill save that for a later post. *Tyra: well she makes me feel amazingly wonderful,and she's so sweet..i know she cares about me.&& i care about her..like alot..more than i shud..
*Sandy: ohh lawwd lets talk about Sandy..she is the one that i talk 2 the most out of all three..we are always fussing but we have so much fun its crazy.. i can tell she's falling for me.as i am for her..but i cant seem to let go off my past to be with any one of them rite now..NOT FULLY anywayz.

really i think that i have so many girls i talk to is because im subconsiously hiding the fact that im not ready to commit,because i just got out of a 3yr relationship. or maybe im just looking for love in wayyy 2 many places!..

HELLLPPP.!


Daily-LIFE
1. Okay,so im back at school after my suspension. its pretty rowdy and rough as usual. But on the plus i won a poetry contest and got 50 dollars..so im coolin!..but my classes are pretty much the same..i signed up for a spring Internship and had to spend 8.(yes 8!) frickin hours at their damned training..wtf!..i was so ready to jump off a cliff at some points it was cool..mostly because i kept winning activities and because there was this reaalllllly sexy girl next 2 me..lol..
we have 2 go back friday for interviews with different businesses!..woooo..lol


HOME && FRIENDS

1. i guess we can start off with home life.. its pretty basically boring..i believe im trapped in a effin twilight zone marathon where shit just keeps getting repeated. Oh, wat a zombie life i live.. im tired of seeing the same dam people,the same dam walls, and definitley the same dam house!.. so last weekend i didnt come home on Friday until 3 a.m...&& Saturday i didnt come home till 5 a.m..I KNOW!,,WAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING!..but hey both times i really didnt mean to do it..but ohh well..i was having to much fun drinking my troubles away and smoking..the drinks were amazing..i think the lecture && punishment i got was worth all the fun i had!..lolim thinking about re-doing my room over the xmas break,if im not 2 lazy.



2. Next, is my friends..i mean they are just exactley how they shud be. AT A DISTANCE..i only consider  myself to have about 5 true friends..so the rest of you can suck me...TOODLES.


FIN.

STAMPED,CHRYZ

Okay, so this is the day before we get out for thanksgiving break. && my dumbass decides 2 get suspended. For..let me see how they put it: Possesion of Contraband on a school oriented campus...lmao..

So the sexy lesbian security lady is checking my bag. and i have jeans in there. So she pulls out the jeans and out falls a pack of Kool's (cigarretts). && my friend had dropped her Black & milds by my bag too. So security guard lady Takes my cigarretts. && of course im pissed for two reasons: 1. They're Not even mine!!..&& 2. I frickin paid 6.57 for that shit!!..wtf!

So, i was just asking her can i please have my stuff back after skewl.  She asked me if i was 18 & i told her no. becuz she had already seen my I.D.. So she said under the law she cudnt give it back because im not of legal age >=/. So im pissed & decided 2 peacefully protest by following her everywhere she goes..lol..i didnt have a class anyway.!..& after i had been sitting down reading (not leaving her alone). she told me to go and sit in the office. So i did. Then that BITCH of a principle we had walked in talkn about she aint giving me no damn 6.00 for no cigarretts. So i continued to sit there. Ao she sent me 2 the social worker (4 what reason i dont know). Then the principle lady tries to call my mother!..i decide that im gonna go to class & security guard lady had already told me that i can just go to class. so i call my mommy and tell her that she doesnt have to come and get me. & i leave the office.

6 mins later,they're making a loud-ass announcement for me to come to the office. So i go && she had called my mom back tlkn about i was being disrespectful to her. Now,first of all i could have went in there and made a scene but i didnt!..I couldve cursed that granny-clothes wearing bitch out..but i didnt!..She said that i was DEMANDING my money back from them. Do i look like the kind of person who would DEMAND things from ppl who are wayyyy bigger than me.!..i aint that crazy!!...

But anyway now im suspended for 3 days after we come off of our thanksgiving break all over some bullshit that coulve been avoided.

now what i dont understand is: why even when i try not to be disrespectful,do i get in trouble anyway?

What is really the point of me trying to be a better person if nobody even notices!..>='[

Stamped,Chryz